Monday, March 17, 2008

DPO 11 Update

Disaster. I can't stop crying. I went to the bathroom this morning at work, only to wipe and see bright red. Now, I've had people tell me not to freak, you can get a 'mini' period and still be pregnant. Okay, so I have ran with this.

Well, here I am two hours later, and while it's not up to it's normal flow yet, it is increasing, and I am starting to get bad cramps.

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?????????
11 days past ovulation?

The only things I can figure are that the RE mistook my ovulation time.
My progesterone is low.
I am a loser.
I am not a normal person.
Why god?
Why?
So far we have spent about 8,000.00 on this. That's a ton of money.
I don't have endo, I've never drank or smoked, I don't drink soda, I eat only organic food, I get good exercise. I don't eat gluten.


Why?
If this is my period (which it's starting to) why god why?

Why?
Why?

I am crying at work and I don't care.

We have done 5 IUIs. We will keep on trying. But this hurts, bad.

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